Sunday, December 13, 2015

Attempt to redirect energy

So apparently the response Christine sent to the PA admin has been sent out to a broader mailing than the first sending last Monday:


***please note, this is at least one draft past what Christine actually sent to the PA admin and whoever she originally sent on 12/7/15 (I was included on that mailing, I am not sure who else).  I am apparently one of many she this version to today.

She tells me the only response she initially received was Bill saying something like "I'll respond in full when you tell me who was blind copied".

Since then...it's like crickets chirping. Well...besides a little admin support here and there to make sure the forum knows they (and the public) are somehow being served by the threads (Paul representing moderation) created, and a few astute old timers trying to point out it may not serve anyone as much as harm they cause....but I don't see a whole lot in the way action toward some sort of resolution for the situation.

When Bill responded to Jeff's ultimatum with accusations that he's causing harm by not stopping me from posting his words he doesn't want you to see...I took them down, despite my beliefs that are contrary to everything he says he believes. I gave him the benefit of the doubt that he may be right...and so took that shit down.

I also continued on my multidimensional course of action which is essentially drawing the emotional energy from this situation in hopes I can help defuse or transmute it into something that can serve to make better the community as a whole...I guess we can call it my attempt to help heal the world.

My literal manifestation of that so far has been this blog, which will have run its course with this post, as I have created a more interactive and hopefully inviting space, which I feel is more appropriate for the type of shit going on at PA (who should be above this horrid treatment of "truth", let alone treatment of another human being) and dribbling on to Earth Empaths, Christine's site. 

I don't think the energy I am sensing, the information I'm discerning, the discourse I am seeing, the treatment of others I am witnessing...I don't believe any of it belongs at either place, at least according to what I understand of what they tell themselves they are.  

But it--the energy--exists, and to deny it...to "move on" as so many do with way too many problems--before they're even close to being resolved, serves no one. So I created a space to drag the darkness out into the light and sort this thing out:


We create this reality. Let's take responsibility, not let it get swept under the rug. Let's fix it.

Think Christine is telling lies? Express them there. Think PA admin taking 14 months and 30 drafts to provide their service is problematic? Let's discuss it there.

I am continuing to share my perspective on my experiences, presenting it to you as data to process, pieces of the puzzle, to discern as you will, which I hope you can with emotional detachment required to understand this reality that seems so easily manipulated.

Darkness will only be strengthening by secrecy, hiding shit, and creation of battles/sides/wars. Truth is the light that needs to be shined into the dark corners of these places, and on that strange "logic" and delusion of discernment we slip into when emotional attachments are hooked on important loops we need to get out of. 

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